Lobsterman Race Report

It was a cold and windy and RAINY day. 

But I had a great race. 

Here are the details: We arrived at the site in Freeport at 9 am, nice and early for an 11 am start. The rain, which had been pounding throughout the night, was now just a drizzle. I was energized and ready to go. Alina and Andy were in a relay together, so we all rode in together and commiserated about the rain. 

Once we arrived I got my numbers, racked my bike and I found Ange and Petra. We chit-chatted about what to wear on the bike--arm warmers or no? Socks of no? How much fluid to take on the bike on such a cool day? We donned our wetsuits and I choked down a Gu, and then headed down to the water, which in the gray drizzle was looking awfully chilly. On the upside it was very fun to have so many people I knew there: my two greatest friends from high school, Ange and Alina, my friend Petra, Ange's husband Mark, Ange's brother Jeff, and an old high school friend, Brent. 

Alina was the first to leave us, as she was in the first wave as a part of a relay. She got right out front, and watching her got me nervous and excited. Next were the men, handsome in their wetsuits and green caps. 

 Finally it was our turn. We headed into the water--and boy--it was COLD. I have been spoiled--swimming in the ocean only on days that were warm and toasty. It was spitting rain and cold out, and my body just didn't want to be in the icy ocean. We had to tread water for several minutes before they let us go with their Go Go Go! 

I chose to start far to the right, thinking I might escape some of the madness and get myself out front. I did escape the madness, but the current pulled me further to the right, and before I knew it I was swimming alone in a cove, far away from the buoys and all of my wave! I headed back on course, frustrated that I had lost precious time swimming out of the way. It seemed to take forever to get to the first buoy, but once I rounded it things went a little more smoothly. I tried never to get too far away from the thrashing of everyone, not wanting to get off course again and waste more time. I began to run into the men who had started before us. I did see several of my wave around me too, though, so I knew I wasn't the first or second in my wave. The current pulled me all over the place, and I constantly had to re-orient myself. Finally the shore came into site, and I began to pick up my pace in anticipation of the end. 

When I began to stumble out of the ocean, I realized that while I had been swimming the rain had picked up and it was now pouring. I felt very dizzy as I pulled off my cap and goggles, and I nearly fell coming out of the water. I stopped, collected myself, and then began a slow job to transition. When I got there I tried to peel off the wetsuit, but my hands were shaky and numb, and I couldn't get my legs out of the wetsuit and over my ankles. If anyone has any tips as to how to to do this I'd be grateful to know them! I finally flopped to the ground and yanked it off each foot. Final swim time: 23:45. 

I felt unsteady getting on the bike. It was pelting rain and so cold, and my hands could barely shift the gears. People were passing me left and right. I finally settled into a rhythm and talked myself out of complaining inwardly about the rain and cold. I picked up the pace and passed a few people. Mostly, however, I was passed. I think this is because the 40-44 year old men started in the wave behind us. I hold my own in the water, but the fit men caught me quickly once on the bike. I did notice that only the men passed me. I was only passed by one woman, Petra, the whole ride. I hoped this meant that I was going to place in my age group, but I couldn't be sure. I knew Ange was ahead of me, and that Petra had passed me at about mile 20 or so. The only other women ahead of me were those women who had gotten out of the water ahead of me, and I knew there couldn't be too, too many of those. Also, our wave had the 35-39 women and the 40-44 women, so even if some women had gotten out of the water ahead of me, they might not have been in my age group. It turned out that my reasoning had been right. 

The ride became slightly more pleasant when the rain slowed to a drizzle again. Towards the end I began to see the fastest runners on the course. Andy was perhaps the fifth or sixth person I saw running. This meant that his relay was doing very well, and might win. He yelled to me that Petra was only 30 seconds ahead of me, which I knew because she had just passed me a while back. When I dismounted my bike I felt relief. The rain hadn't stopped me, and the run was sure to warm me up. Final time: 1:20:04. 

My hands were completely numb in transition. I could barely slip on my shoes, and I had a lot of trouble clipping my number belt. Also, my feet were totally and completely numb. I began to run, but it felt like I was running on stumps rather than feet. It was a very bizarre feeling. The first mile was uphill, which was actually good because I finally broke a sweat and started to thaw a bit. I caught Petra in the first mile, but she was having none of that! After a quick hello and a kindly, "You look great, Mary!" she took off at lightning speed, never to be caught again. Hey, at least maybe I inspired her to pick up the pace. :) 

Anyway, at about the turn around (it was a lollipop loop) I finally began to get some sensation back in my feet. It was gradual, with feeling returning to my heels first. By the time I was at mile 5 I no longer felt like I had stumps for feet. The last mile was downhill, of course, and I charged down, full of vim because I had my feet back and knew it was almost over. I felt great. Until I realized they had pulled one of those--"There's the finish line!--oops. Not yet." on me. You see the finish banner, but you pass it and then run another 1/2 mile loop and enter from the other direction. Grrr. I schelpped on, angry that I had clearly started my kick a tad too early. And then, it was done. Final run time: 44:45. 

I had thought I would do poorly, but other than the bike, I really did okay--especially on the run. Final time: 1:32 or so, I think. I was third in my age group. Ange was first, Petra second. Pretty fun to have the three friends take the first three spots in 35-39. 

Next race--the run leg of the CELT challenge in Cape Elizabeth. 

Oh--I also wanted to mention that Alina, Lorenzo (her brother) and Andy were second overall for the relay, and the first mixed gender team. Alina was the second woman to finish the swim overall, and Andy was one of the top runners, finishing in 36. yeah! 

After CELT I have the big monster--the Chicago Marathon. Yikes!

Tri-ing but Falling Apart

This week I had my first week back to school. I am a wreck. 

Tuesday we began school, and I was okay. I worked hard at school, had a nice hard run after work by bringing the kids to the gym, went home, prepared for the next day and went to bed. 

Wednesday was harder. I gave myself some room and didn't do a morning run. Bad idea. Running after work is impossible. I have no time and no energy--no wiggle room at all. After work I made lunches, packed bags, tried to clean, tried to spend quality time with all three kids at the same time (impossible), planned my lessons, corrected papers, did laundry, ate something and tried to be a kind wife by conversing pleasantly with my husband. Then I fell into bed. 

On Thursday I went swimming before work, nearly fell asleep while teaching, had an after school meeting that ran over the time I had allotted it, squeezed in a 20 minute run, arrived sweating and gross to retrieve the kids, and then tried to prepare for the next day, spend time with the kids, and correct papers all at the same time. Andy got home and asked if I'd picked up health papers from the pediatrician I said I would pick up. I hadn't. He got mad. I cried. 

Also, it was Jordan's first day of school on Thursday and because it was my third day of school, I couldn't see her off. In fact, I can never see her off. That's the rub with working. Anyway, she went to school with her dress on backwards and no socks. She lost the pictures of her we had placed in her folder (as was asked in the teacher's opening letter to Jordan), but she (Jordan) lost them somehow between the hallway and the classroom and "was the only kids who couldn't share." When she told me this I locked myself in my room and cried. I simply and completely lost it. And that was only Thursday. Bad Mommy feelings choked me as I wept. Is it selfish to work? Would things have been different if I had been home in the morning instead of drinking coffee in my classroom frantically preparing for the day at 7 am? 

Today I skipped the morning run, scrambled to be a good mom and pick up both Noah and Jordan after school like the other moms, then made brownies with the kids and went outside with them so they could ride bikes, came in, cleaned the bathroom that Noah had peed all over, changed the sheets that Noah peed in last night, unpacked the dirty lunch boxes, made dinner, gave baths.... on and on and on. No running. I've run 9 miles this week. Oh. My. God. I'm in trouble. I may not survive this year. Will I adjust? Is it like training and I am just out of shape? Or is doing it all a TOTAL AND COMPLETE MYTH. The latter, I think.

Teacher Hat

Today I put on my teacher hat for the first time in nearly four years. I have been the librarian for the last three years, though prior to that I had taught for 11 years already. So entering the classroom this morning was not foreign, but it has been awhile. I had fun. I like my students. It was a good day. 

HOWEVER, I was so tired at the end of the day that I didn't run, and I had a 10 miler planned! Not doing it pretty much decimates my running mileage for the week, which is NOT good given that Chicago is screamingly close, and this week should be a peak mileage week. 

When I picked up my kids after work, though, they were so grumpy and tired and in need of Mommy, bath, dinner and stories, that I just couldn't drag them to the gym. It would have been heartless. I'm not going to be able to schedule major workouts after school. It will be interesting to see what happens to my fitness this year. Likely I will turn into a marshmallow. What can you do? I love triathlon, but I have kids, a husband, a career which I love and a home to keep. This may not be my best running/triathlon year. In a few years I hope to go part time and train for a full Ironman. All in good time. Of course, we never know what is coming down the pike--what is in store for us. Hopefully I will have my health and so will my family--so I can pursue that Ironman dream. 

Tomorrow I'll get up for a swim before school and I'll squeeze in a 45 min run right after school, I HOPE.

Super Me!

Yesterday I ran for three hours and 1 minute, each 1/2 hour faster than the last. 

It wasn't that bad! I was stunned. I thought it would hurt a lot more and would be slower. 

Here are my 1/2 hour paces: 9:02, 8:59, 8:41, 8:26, 8:10, 8:04. 

My first hour was super slow, but I believe it allowed me to do the last 1/2 hour in marathon pace, and the last full hour close to marathon pace. I haven't run that long since Boston, which is why I was surprised that it was so doable. 

I guess the 1/2 Ironman training did leave me with a good fitness base from which to boost up my running mileage. I'm still not thinking that Chicago will be a fast marathon for me. That's okay. I don't think it will be a disaster, and you never know, I could surprise myself. I am going to take it out in 8 minute pace, and see how I feel at the 10K mark. 

I followed up my run with a short ride today of about 1 hour and 20 minutes. I don't know if I am just out of biking shape now or if it was yesterday's run, but I was really slow! I only averaged 16 mph and I was trying! 

A month ago I could do 17 mph with less effort than I put out today. That's what I get for ramping up my running mileage and leaving my swimming and biking in the dust. I am doing another long run next weekend (I'm going to try for 20-21 again) and the weekend after that I am scheduled do to the Lobsterman Triathlon in Maine. 

I'm not in good swimming and biking shape, but I'm still really looking forward to it. I can't wait to get in the water! I miss open water ocean swimming. I love Maine. I'm definitely planning on swimming Peaks to Portland next year. 

All three kids are in this tiny room as I attempt to write. Ah! They are wrestling, and messing with Andy's guitar and otherwise driving me bonkers! They are now fighting over a lampshade. A lampshade?? Where did that come from? I'd best attend to the lovable but high maintenance rugrats.  

School starts tomorrow! Good-bye free time and time with the kiddos! 

Here are a few pictures of life at home: Lara and Jordan playing dress up and Lara frosting a cake with purple icing. 

 

 

 

Leaving Maine

I just got home after spending the last week in Maine with my parents and my best friend and her kids. It's always a crazy, exciting, exhausting time when Alina's kids are there with mine. I shed a few tears when leaving. (My tears were nothing compared to my oldest daughter's, though. She was so sad to leave!) 

I love the beach, I love being away from the humdrums of home, I love hanging out with my my good friend from high school! I also love working out in Maine. I was able to get in a few ocean swims, a nice ride out to Fortune's Rocks in Biddeford, and a few good runs. 

This morning's run was the best and my longest since Timberman. It was very cool , almost autumn-like and very quiet because it's so late in the season. I was able to do the middle 4 miles at marathon pace (8:00) so that's good. The rest of the run was pretty slow. I did two ocean water swims--both around 40 minutes. 

On Saturday I went with Alina, which was great, except that it was hard to keep close to her. The ocean was very rough with huge swells and I had a pretty hard time keeping a straight line.  

My bike ride to Fortune's Rocks took me through downtown Biddeford and then out to the coast. I had wanted to see Fortune's Rocks because many of Anita Shreve's books take place there, including the one I just finished, her latest, Body Surfing. It was very beautiful there, but I didn't have a long time to explore because I felt I should get back to the kids. (Andy was there, which is how I escaped in the first place!) 

The last few days I have tried to pick up my mileage for Chicago. I might try to do a 20 miler this weekend. Actually, if I finished 18 I'd be pleased. While I try to pick up my mileage, I've started back to work. The last few days were teacher days and the kids come after Labor Day. I feel ready, but very sad to leave this summer of total triathlon/fitness focus. Teaching full time and being with the kids when I'm not working doesn't leave me a lot of time to train. Weep! It also doesn't leave me a lot of time to blog. Sadness. 

 Here's a few pictures of the kids living it up on the beach. I love summer in Maine! Here is Noah running int the waves, Jordan and Maria (Alina's daughter) about to run the kids OP 1k race and Lara, peering out from under her sun hat at the beach.

Timberman 70.3 Race Report

I did it! I did it! 

What a fantastic day! 

Here is the full report: I woke up at 3:45 a.m. and couldn't fall back asleep. I was scheduled to get up at 4:15 a.m. anyway, so it wasn't so terrible. I was shocked that I was able to sleep the night before. It could have been that I was exhausted from all of my anxiety, and my body just wanted to let go. 

When I got up a tried to eat, but my stomach was in knots. I managed to get down a Clif Bar and some water. It took a 1/2 hour to get to the site, and another 1/2 hour waiting to park. That was okay with me because I was able to sip my Gatorade and try to relax. Andy dropped me off (he and Mark, Ange's husband were scheduled to meet) and I headed to transition. We had to rack our bikes the night before, and Little Red was right where I had left her, waiting and eager to take on the day. (Okay, okay, I know I'm a loser personifying my bike!) 

I found Ange and Petra, who miraculously were really close to me in transition (the same rack! It must have been done by age group) and then proceeded to the port-a-potties were I spent the next hour in line. SO fun. I did have lots of reassuring chats with other athletes in the line, who helped to convince me that I would survive and that I might even enjoy myself. It was awesome to have Ange there. We were both freaking out, and that made it easier for me--that is, that my good friend who I knew would be fine in the race was also freaking out.  

At about 6:30 we put on our wetsuits and began walking to the race start. We were the 8th wave, and it was a little torture-filled to have to watch all of those waves go off ahead of us. The buoys looked so far away; I almost cried when I saw them! When it was finally our turn to enter the water I went way out to the start buoys, over my head, and tread water until the start. This allowed me to be in front of most of the pack, and the strategy worked. I probably saved myself a minute and I missed the chaos of the start. Most people just don't want to start over their heads I don't think. 

At the GoGo GO! I started my watch and tried to relax. The water was great and I felt strong and fast. I reached the first buoy and started passing people in the next waves. I did see a few of my wave around, but I knew I was doing well, because there weren't many. When we rounded the first buoy it became very hard to sight because the sun was directly in our eyes. I had to just sort of swim in the direction of the water movement. When I started to get close to the end of the swim I actually wanted to slow down I was enjoying myself so much. Final swim time: 33:45. Not bad for taking my time and enjoying myself!  

I ran out of the water, smiled for Andy and Mark, and ran to the mat where I flopped down to have my wetsuit stripped. That was nice. I hate struggling with that thing. Then I jogged to T1, put on my socks and shoes, helmet etc and headed out. TI time needs to be improved--3:10 or so. The bike was fabulous. The first part was slow and really hilly, but I like to climb and I'm pretty good at it because I'm small and I don't have a lot to carry. 

The one bummer was that at six minutes into the ride the sponge flew out of my ProDesign bottle between my handlebars. Of course! Ange was so worried about securing hers, but I just didn't deal with it and naturally it flew out immediately. She secured hers with a thin sliver of Duct Tape. That worked. I knew I had to start taking in carbs. I took in quite a bit of Gatorade and water, and began taking Clif Shots. I am so sick of GU that I just couldn't deal with taking one. I ate all nine Clif shots and a piece of a Clif Bar before I finally gave in and had one--not until about mile 45 or so! I was averaging about 17.5 mph at the first hour, so I knew I should pick up the pace a little on the second 2/3 of the ride. This was relatively easy because the middle part of the ride is really quite flat/barely rolling. It's an out and back course, so I got to go down the hills I went up at the end, which was great. I loved that part and even let out a yelp of excitement when bombing down the biggest hill at like 35 mph. Most people pass me on the downhill. I don't have the body weight to pull me down. What helps me on the way up is my weakness on the way down. Overall I thought Little Red and I did awesome, though. We passed a ton of men and women on super snazzy bikes. Little Red is just an awesome machine, even if she is a lowly Canondale road bike! I love her. Final time: 3:02. Average speed of 18.4 mph. 

 I saw Ange in T2 and I was psyched! She looked happy and strong and it was just so great to see her reassuring smile. Andy and Mark also cheered me on as I came through the chute, and that was great. I slipped on my shoes and headed out. T2 was a bit too leisurely, just like T1, but I figure my slow transitions give me more room to improve. I have to check what T2 was. Maybe 3?  

The run. First stop: Port-a-Potty. I banged on the door and it was Ange! I screamed at her to hurry up, not b/c of time but b/c I thought I was going to pee all over myself. I had needed to go since a 1/2 hour into the bike. I refuse to pee on the bike (save that one for Ironman) and I also refuse to dismount barring something horrible, so I was in serious need of relief. I knew I had lost at least 2 minutes after I left the port-a-pottie, but I was too happy to be on the run to really care. Plus, at this point I hadn't really figured out that it was possible to to go under 5:30 so I was just enjoying myself.  

My first mile (including the bathroom stop) was 8:49. Pretty slow start. But I felt great--so much better than I thought I would feel. I picked up the pace and started clipping off 7:45's. The pace was comfortable. I could've pushed harder, but I feared falling apart during the second loop so I played it safe. At the turn aroun point of the run (1/2 way point of the first loop) they had an imitation Bourbon Street. It was fun. The music was just what I needed. I took water or Gatorade at each stop, but I didn't think my stomach would take food, so I held back on gel etc. 

I saw Ange coming as I finished the first loop coming back to start on her second. She already had at least 2-3 minutes on me at that point. I knew she would crank on the run, so I took it as a positive that she wasn't further ahead than that! I hadn't seen Petra, and I wondered how much further ahead she was than Ange. (I knew she was ahead of us because she had passed me early on in the bike and her bike was gone when we got to transition.) 

On the second loop I started to tire, but I managed to keep every mile under 8 min. pace. By 10 miles I could feel blisters forming on the bottoms of feet. This is weird since I had broken in my feet to the shoes and they weren't flats or anything. The last three miles I really felt the hills, which I hadn't even noticed during the first loop. I came up one hill and thought--I swear this wasn't here before! Still I soldiered on. 

The last mile definitely took awhile (not really, but it seemed that way!). When I saw the final finish banner I was so relieved and excited. It had been a great race! I did awesome! I didn't ever fall apart! Final run time: 1:43 Aoubt 7:55 pace. Final overall time: 5:25: 04. It was a great day!

Blog Reader

I've been reading triathlon blogs. They are inspired. They are motivating. They are helping me keep my cool. All of these people, all over the world are completing in these incredible ultra events--people just like me. I can do this. 

But oh man am I scared! The swim should be a piece of cake--but that's the problem. It 's the part of the race in which I should excel, and I'm so apprehensive about all of those people clamoring for a position. I'm also worried that I will be too spent on the run to really work it. I cannot wait to be on the other side of this issuing a report! I had great experiences at my first three triathlons. They were hard--but doable. 

I have to keep repeating to myself. I can do this. This is exciting. I can do this.

Getting Really Nervous

I've been on vacation with the kids for the last few weeks which is why I haven't posted. I am tapering for the Timberman 1/2 Iron which is this Sunday. Ahh! 

I have been trying to rest, but I have had a few restless nights thinking about race day. Little Red (my bike) is getting a tune up today after I found a tiny tear in her bike tire. Yikes. That would NOT have been good. I am anxious about the whole race, but most about the swim. This has surprised me, since I am a former high school swimmer, and though I'm not screamingly fast, I am also no slouch. I'm worried about the chaos of the start, though. How do you break free of that many swimmers? There are hundreds of us! I don't want to head off to the side because swimming is my strength, and I need to find a direct route so I can use the swim to get ahead. 

I am quite pokey on the bike, so any advantage will help. The bike makes me nervous only because I'm not very skilled at eating and drinking on the bike, but I know I must do this. I am especially worried that I won't be able to pick up a bottle from a volunteer while riding. My plan for the bike is to take it out slow--between 17.5 and 18 mph, and then see where I'm at. I've been averaging 17 mph in my regular rides, but I'm not sure what the translates into during a race, especially a race in which I must save myself for the long run. 

 I am anxious for the run only b/c I fear not having the energy to do what I know my body can do on a regular day. My 1/2 P.R, at a hilly course with wind, was a high 1:36, but I'm thinking if I do really well at Timberman my split will only be around 1:45, and I could be even slower than that. Who knows! Today I am going for a 35 min power run (well--a z1/z2 run) and tomorrow a 75 min. power bike and a 45 min. swim. And that's it, baby! I wish I knew what others do for taper. I've been thinking about coaching. I want to learn enough about this stuff so that I can be my own coach. I'd like to know what percentage of athletes training for this stuff have coaches. If you happen to be reading this will you comment and tell me your thoughts on coaching? On vacation I was able to swim in the most beautiful, clear lake on the Cape. Here is a picture, with my superstar daughter in the foreground.

Who am I?

On Saturday I took the day off. I had a major, 5 hour workout planned for Sunday, and I raced on Friday night, so it made sense. I was irritable all day. Was it the lack of endorphins? Was it the fact that I wasn't able to "get away" from home life and have some time to myself? Was it that I got my period the next day? (very likely, actually!) 

You would think I would've been happy... I spend some much time workout out and my body really needed the break. I think my irritability has to do with the self definition that working out and being an athlete provide me. A hard workout justifies everything else. It's okay that I have not done anything else of real substance during the day if I have worked out. And if I don't work out, I feel my day has been lazy, useless, even if I have done a great deal of things "with substance." 

This summer I have moved my working out to a new level in preparing for this 1/2 Ironman, and I think my perspective (or lack of it) has become even more skewed as a result. Nothing makes me feel adequate except working out. This can't be good. Does anyone else experience this?  

Yesterday I got up at 5:30 a.m. for my long ride. I went 4 hours and then did a 41 min. transition run. I am in Maine for the week, and though I brought my Garmin, I forgot to also bring its charger. As a result, it was out of batteries and I was unable to use it for the ride. I have no idea how far I went (though I could measure it on Gmap pedometer) and also I don't have a sense of pace. This was somewhat freeing. I didn't work it the way I usually do, and the ride was pleasant and the transition run easier as a result. Also, the terrain up here, though rolling, really isn't as strenuous as it is at home. You can go for long stretches on the same road. Also, because I was riding early on a Sunday morning, there was literally no traffic until almost the end of my ride. In the Boston area I am constantly negotiating traffic, people, twists and turns. It's more stressful.  

I raced on Friday night--the Ocean Park 5K. The course is wicked flat, and wicked fast, and I love it! In the past, the course has also been a tad short, which is nice, but this year they had the course certified, and hence it really was a full 3.1. 

Still, I had a good race, beating a rival of mine (though I don't think she had a very good race) and PRing in 20:48, 6:40 pace. I have actually raced faster than that for the 5k, but never at on a certified course. So many courses that are not certified are a little short. Anyway, although I placed third for women in this race last year, I was a distant 10th this year, and I didn't even place in my age group! 

It was a beautiful, if humid, night, and everyone came out to race. Last year the race was delayed b/c of a thunderstorm, and I think a lot of my competition went home, allowing me to place third. I never place as well in Maine as I don in Massachusetts. The competition is way more intense up here! This goes for both road racing and triathlons. My husband also ran. He placed 5th overall and first in his age group. It was a comeback of sorts. He was an awesome steeple chase runner in college, but he hasn't competed for many years. The first four were all boys under the age of 23. I was psyched for him, although he was very nonchalant about the whole thing. 

My kids were with my Mom and my friend Alina watching and cheering. I love that! When I finished my oldest, Jordan, said, Hey mom! You beat that lady! Later she told me she loved my running outfit. I word a pink bra and a pink running skirt. She said I looked like a running ballet dancer! So cute.  

There was a kid's race before the 5K, and I ran with Jordan. Andy ran with Noah (age 3). It was a 1k-- a little long for such wee ones. Noah had a great time, but Jordan took it out fast (as kids do) and got a side stitch, which scared her, I think. We had to run walk the rest of the way, but I was really proud that she stuck with it. At the end she really wanted to run the final 100 yards or so, and though she was whimpering, she was also smiling.  

Today I am supposed to go for a swim in the ocean. It's cold and foggy, and I don't feel like it, but to not work out at all would be far worse! I am starting taper this week, which I'm glad about. I'm eager to do this 1/2 Iron and then re-asses what I want and who I am without training! My husband is back in MA, so Alina and I have to work out the coverage of the kids, since both of us want to swim. Next year we are talking about doing Peaks to Portland, a 2.4 mile ocean swim. Exciting and scary!

Overtraining. That's me.

I am officially over-trained. 

That's not to say that I put in way more time than a regular person training for a 1/2 Iron in August and a marathon in October. In fact, I'm training far less than what the plan that was made for me calls for. My biggest week was 14.5 hours, and this week I think I'll probably log about 13.5. Not so crazy for the peak weeks, right? 

 Tell that to my body. Food goes right through her. Her lymph nodes are swollen. She can't sleep at 3 a.m. but craves a nap around 1 p.m. She doesn't want to eat following workouts. She feels nausea when running and biking. Her body feels achy. Yep. I had hoped it was just a bug, but when I let up , the symptoms disappear, and when I resume, they all come back. Rats! 

I see my superstar friends Ange and Petra train, and they are doing so much more, and they are thriving! Ange's times are dropping and dropping--. She's just kicking butt! And Petra must be putting in at least 18 hours a week right now. I want to to do the work. Psychologically I am ready to do the work. But my body is not adapting with the ease I would like. I know that if I keep at this for years my body will adapt and eventually will take on more. I have asked rather a lot of it. Prior to May I had logged a good 6-7 hours a week during peak while training for Boston. But that was all running. And I've doubled that and added two disciplines, one of which I hadn't done (biking) since I was a tot cruising the neighborhood. So I probably shouldn't complain. I haven't gotten injured, after all. 

This morning I swam (3200 yards). It was my least favorite workout that I have to do. The main set is 1 x 800--hard, 2 x 400--hard, 2 x 200--hard. Hard hard hard. And boring. Argh. I miscounted on the 800 and did an 850. Annoying. I space out for 30 seconds and the next thing I know I can't remember how much I've done. After my swim I dropped Jordan and Noah off at recreation, and took Lara with me to the gym. (They have child care.) I spun for a 1/2 hour and then did a 40 minute run with two 400 pick-ups at 6:40 pace. I have a 5k tomorrow night. Should be interesting since I'm feeling so disgusto. Right now I just want to put my kids in front of a video and take a nap! Next week is lighter. Thank God. Did I mention another symptom I have is that I am a whiny crab? Sigh. 

Next entry will be full of vim and excitement!

The Long Run. So Long. Kill me already long.

Okay, okay. In terms of marathon training it wasn't that long. But it was hard. 

I ran close to 16 with the first 1:25 in Z1 and the last 50 mintues in Z2. Z2 is hard work, man. Argh. As always, I didn't take enough water/Gatorade with me, and I had to stop at a store to re-stock the old fuel belt. 

Truth is, I can't stand taking all four bottles on the belt when I run. The belt is too big for me (it's my husband's) and it just bounces in such a violent and annoying way. With two bottles, the bounce is manageable. But, of course, two 8 0z bottles when you are going out for 16 isn't enough--especially in summer--especially in mid-morning on a nice, humid, sunny day. Anyway, I spent much of the run parched and annoyed that I was parched. The first hour I could barely hold 9:00 minute pace, and I just began to develop horror scenarios in my head: I'll never finish this race, if I do finish it will take 10 hours , my friends will kick my ass and I will be humiliated, etc. etc. 

 Luckily I was able to pick it up a bit after the first hour and a half and I averaged 8:10 pace for my last 6 miles. Of course, I should've been averaging that fast given that my hr was in the 150's for most of it... 

I think one of the reasons I find the long runs so hard when training for this 1/2 Ironman is that I am never, ever rested going into them. I did 3 hours on the bike with a 1 hour transition on Sunday and on Monday I did (for recovery) an hour of spinning and a 1/2 hour run. Hello! Working out for more than an hour is still hard! 

These plans (or those coach/gurus who write them) don't know what recovery is. Recovery is sitting your ass on the couch relishing the previous day's hard work. Anyway. Tomorrow I am supposed to swim in the a.m., then do a bike workout , then a transition run. When you train for a marathon you go hard maybe twice or three times a week--usually one speed session or tempo run, one mid-week long run, and one long, long run on the weekend. With tri training even the recovery days are hard ( I think). Spinning for an hour, even with a really low hr still is a workout! I think my body needs time to adjust. It's not happy. 

Probably signing up for a 1/2 Iron without ever even have done a sprint was a bad idea. But I did! I did! I can never seem to think small. Also, let's face it. I signed up with my runner's arrogance. Biking? whatever. I am a runner! A marathoner! I can do 56 miles no problem! And swimming? I am a tres amazing swimmer--though prior to this spring I hadn't swum a yard in like 10 years. Sigh.

The Lost Races

I just started this blog, and I am feeling SAD because I raced so much this winter and there is no way in hell I'm going to go back in time and write about them all, even though I want them to be written about. It's tragic. So, just because I feel like it, I am going to make a list of all the races I ran. Maybe as time passes I will supply race reports for each of them. Probably not, though. I'll jot a few words about each instead.  

2007 Races  

Jan. 1 Run 4 New Year's Day. Just a note about this race. I won it for women. Yes, it was a dinky little thing, and yes it was pouring, and who in their right mind runs a race in the pouring rain when they could be drinking cocktails to toast the new year or sitting on their asses watching football? So the field wasn't too competitive. But I won! I got a big trophy and everything. My kids were pretty impressed. They quickly developed a game in which each of them ascended the podium to receive the trophy. It was broken by the end of the day. Oh well. Time: 27:54 Pace: 6:59 Jan. 15  

Frostbite 15K Love this race. The course is a little short,which in my opinion is always a good thing. Time: 1:05:46 Pace: 7:05 Jan. 21  

Boston Prep 16 Miler in Derry Derry: The Legend. It was hard, but Stu's was harder, and that's all I have to say. Time: 2:06:30 Pace: 7:54 

Feb. 4 Cape Classic Ten Miler I run this baby every year. It's hilly, but lovable, likely only to me b/c it's in my hometown. Time: 1:11:45 Pace: 7:11 

Feb. 17 Martha's Vineyard 20 Miler This was cold and windy and basically a miserable race for me. I had a great dinner with my friends afterward, however, which included a least a vat of wine. Time: 2:39:47 Pace: 8:00 

March 4 Stu's 30K As I said before, harder than Derry. Those last few miles had me crying for Mom. I loved it! Time: 2:29:23 Pace 8:02 

March 24 New Bedford Half Marathon Cold, windy, miserable. Not sure I will make a return visit for this one. Time: 1:36:54 Pace: 7:24 

April 16 Boston Marathon Great day for moi! Loved every minute of it! (Well, at least that's how I remember it...) Time: 3:31:43 Pace: 8:05 

April 29 James Joyce Ramble, 10K Perhaps a bit too soon after Boston, but it was a Grand Prix race for my club. Need I say more. I want to win that baby. www.greathernorwoodrunner.org Time: 44:24 Pace: 7:09 

May 13, Sudbury Spring Sprint Triathlon My first ever triathlon. I wasn't ready for the swim or the bike, but it was still fun. Honestly, it was so short, it didn't matter that I wasn't really ready... Here is the breakdown:

Place/Swim/Div Time/Swim (400 yards)

7/71 6:22

Place/Bike/Div (8 miles) Time/Bike 11/125 25:16

Place/Run (2.4 miles) Time/Run

5/61 16:33

Place/Overall Time/Overall Place/Div 73/468 48:11 6/74

May 26 Joseph and Rose Gilio Mem. 5K I always run slowly on this course. It's that super annoying last mile which is a gradual uphill. (But I still love the race--really, Mike I do.) Time: 21:42 Pace: 7:02

June 23 The Wildbear Triathlon My second ever triathlon. My friend Ange won it. Here is an article written about the goddess that is Angela. Time: 1:24:52 Place: 8th woman, 2nd age group

July 4 Firecracker 5k I had a good race, but I thought my heart was going to explode during that last mile. Super uneven splits. Time 20:54 Pace: 6:44

July 10 Cohasset Triathlon by the Sea I kicked some butt! I am most proud that I was the first out of the water in my wave. The pics on this site are from Cohasett.

Place/Overall   Place/Div Time       Place/Swim
60/600        2/58  1:12:10         31

Time/Swim Tran1   Place/Bike Time/Bike  Tran2  Run/Place  Run/Time
7:17        2:32        92       36:31     1:09     77       24:41  

I guess the times don't mean much unless you know the course: .28 mile swim, 12.22 bike, 3.3 run according to my faithful friend, the Garmin.

July 13 Marathon Sports 5 Miler Not my greatest race. Can you say overtrained? Also, I seriously dislike this course, which is super hilly and ends (the last mile mile) on grass. Yick! I might have to stop torturing myself each year with this one, even if it does earn Grand Prix points. Time: 35:11 Pace: 7:02

That's it! 2007 so far!

Next on my race calendar?

Ocean Park 5K Beach to Beacon 10K The Brew Run (maybe) Timberman 1/2 Ironman (OH MY GOD) Walpole 10K or maybe that 25 K in Gloucester Run leg of the Lobsterman Triathlon (relaying with my friends) CELT Challenge run leg (again, a relay with my friends) The Chicago Marathon

4 Hour Workouts on Sundays

Put this piece of advice into the category of tri-ing to preserve marriage. 

Don't do workouts more than 4 hours long on a Sunday-- unless, that is, you start at 3 in the morning, and even then you might be asking for trouble. If you are not a married person with children, this does not apply to you. Pre-kids- long workouts= not a problem. Post-kids--all under the age of 5= Major problem.  

Anyway, in the good Mommy book, Sundays should be spent bonding with your children over a large pancake breakfast, taking them to the zoo (or better still to church), or taking a leisurely stroll around the neighborhood. Of course, let's be honest. Sundays are usually spent in a frenzied, irritable state--struggling to clean, do laundry and prepare for the next week while your kids sit comatose in front of a video. It's a glamorous life, I admit. 

Anyway, too many long Sunday workouts and you will inevitably stir up the resentment pot. And then--dear God--you might become what I have begun to term an Ironman Divorce Casualty. Admit it--you know a few. 

 Actually, to be honest, I did not breed resentment on this latest Sunday ride. My husband was very generous and good natured about the whole thing. 

Anyway, have you noticed that the most competitive age group for women in running and triathlon is NOT age group 30-39? Okay--to be fair, 35-39 can very, very competitive--but 30-34--piece of cake. Why is this? Because many women who are in their 30s are either pregnant, about to be pregnant, or just were pregnant. If not in one of those three stages, women in their 30s are often parenting very young children. By the time they hit 40, women start to demand their lives back--even just a little--like say taking on a fitness goal such as, say, finishing a triathlon.  

Onto a totally different topic: 

One problem I have is that I never have enough fluid on the ride. Two water bottles just aren't enough. How do people deal with this problem? And more importantly, how do you deal with it in a race situation like the 1/2 Iron? Do people actually stop and refuel on the bike course? I need someone to explain this to me!  

Training: Yesterday's ride was 51 miles. I averaged just about 17 mph, so I am seeing some gradual improvement. I followed it with a one hour transition run, which was hard--especially in the last 15 minutes. I was parched, and sore, and basically so ready for the whole thing to end. My heart rate was through the roof, but I wanted it to end so much that I refused to slow down. 

Today I did some spinning for 45 minutes, and then followed it with 25 minutes running in zone 1. 

Timberman, here I come!